AHHHHH!!!! 36 weeks
Not much longer and I'll have another little peanut. Its hard for me to really even THINK about or fathom. Honestly, the idea of having 5 children still scares me to death. And with this being the hardest pregnancy mentally and physically, yikes...But I know I can do it, I have amazing support around here!!!!Have I said how much I LOVE my midwife? I should say midwives...plus all the student midwives. I adore all of them. And I know without a doubt that they CARE about me. I am not just a name on a chart that they see for 2 minutes every appt. They KNOW me and they KNOW my family. They are concerned for me and for my well being. They know my fears, my emotions...everything. I am so happy that I decided to make a change long ago, I have never regretted it.
In other news, I should probably decide on a carseat already. HAHAHAHA
